Shaving Hurts

I have written a lot about I hate being male. One of the things I hate most is body hair. Androgenic hair. One of the worst places is on the face.

I can shave other parts with my Bodygroom razor which is easier and hurts less. Cannot use it on face nor would I want to.

I use Aveeno products and I shave with a Schick Hydro 3-blade razor. It may be time for a new one that doesn't hurt so bad.

I shave every Tuesday. The idea is to focus and people to leave me alone. That is true much of the time but especially here.

Why does it hurt? One is dragging sharp pieces of metal across the face. Why would you think it doesn't hurt? I think of girls who shave their armpits, legs, sometimes the private area. Is this not as painful?

Have no way of knowing.

All I know is that as long as I grow androgenic hair, I will shave it off. Maybe in the future, they can depilate hair with light instead of a sharp piece of metal.

Not that I could afford such a thing. Here is my shave check picture...

Still cute at 39? I hope so.

Ouch

I was shaving and the Schick Hydro razor sliced into my skin. Damn it. I am SICK of shaving. I have to find a new razor. I need to have one that does not cut me so bad.

I did take a shave check picture but I am not posting it.

I don't know why humans need androgenic hair. It has no point in human society. Shaving it, face, body, pubic area, legs, has been done since the Ancient Egyptians.

I have to drag sharp pieces of metal or use a mechanical shimmying mini-saw blade to shave my androgenic hair. You cant use Bodygroom on your face. It would hurt and be too rough. But it's okay to shave one's scrotum with it. Okay....

Why do I do this? I hate it, I like smooth skin like that I had before I had androgenic hair. But as I get further from those days, it becomes nigh intolerable.

I don't have a female in my life to look good for. Until this happens, likely or not, I will do what I like. The more I think about it, I believe I suffer without a female in my life.

No, I know I suffer.

Need a New Razor

I am hungry yes, but that doesn't stop the weekly dragging of sharp pieces of metal across my face. I ran out of Aveeno shave cream and had to use an unfamiliar kind. This did not help keep from hurting me like Aveeno does.

I hate shaving, I hate facial hair. I would take estrogen to make it stop but I don't want boobies.

I don't know. My facial hair is mostly gray now. It isn't attractive and I don't like having it or the way it feels.

This isn't about showing my age, it is about feeling.

I shave my other parts with an electric razor meant for that. That's about feeling, too, but also, adds neotenal appeal to me, I believe.

I stopped posting shave check pictures but I will post this one to show me when I am hungry. I will get food tonight, in 6.5 hours. I am going to Jack in the Box, mainly because it is open at that time of night.

Have a look. Do I seem appealing to you?

Emotive

I am over sensitive. I have always been. When I was a kid, I could not take a joke. I still can't. I mean I was a kid in the 80's and that was before the internet and before this whole outfit.

I wish I could go back. I would make a different life choice if I could. I would lose my masculinity and become transgender. It is too late for that now.

It is not a question of being funny that way, I am not. It is just I hate maleness, other males, everything about it.

I believe I have a female soul, if gender can be ascribed to the immaterial part of one. I am over sensitive, I have anxiety disorder, I panic at the drop of a hat, I am agoraphobic, I don't go outside unless I have to.

The longer this goes on, the more set in it became. I am forever mentally sick like this. It can lead to suicide if it overwhelms but I don't let it.

I feel emotive too easy. Some movies I cannot watch, some songs I cannot listen to. Is this why I lost my girlfriend? I have a hard time forgetting if she appears in my dreams.

I wonder if she ever thinks of me. She has to. I mean, it was over 2 years.

I doubt that I will ever get that close to another female ever again. It hurts too much.

For you who read this, understand something. I share this because it is a window into my daily pain.

Id much rather post pictures of tropical storms.

Shave Check... Hate It So

One of the things I hate most about being male, other than having male genitals, is shaving. Dragging a multi-bladed series of metal strips across what is sensitive skin seems barbaric. Yes, it hurts. It did not hurt so this time because I took my time and was careful.

I am starting to show my age, but then I am stressed. My inconsiderate and self-interested sister is to blame for this time.

I hope you like this, do I remain cute? I am almost 40, you know.

Ouchy Shave

I hate shaving. I hate facial hair. It is not what I hate most about being male but it is a part of it. I will look into this Dollar Shave Club and see if it is any better. As I only shave every 6 days or so, it's not something I need on a great frequency.

The Aveeno shave gel works well but the razor, I mean like the teeth on an excavator, at least, that is how it feels.

It sounds sissy, I know, I have sensitive skin. This has been the case my whole life. It will probably get worse as I age. I don't really know.

I was hoping the Low T would do away with facial hair but it has not abated, making me wonder if that doctor was overreacting. I just don't know.

Anyway, here is a picture of this painful shave. Hate shaving, don't you?