My urinary system likes to radiate pain. I do not why and take harsh medicines to make it not do this. I do not think the doctors know/care what it is. They just poke instruments in a very small hole and look inside this syetem (which can be fascinating to watch on the monitor if it wasn't your peeny getting poked).
Will they do it again? I won't allow them. It is a harsh violation and leaves a memory that tickles my already bad anxiety.
I seem to have dry air related repiratory ills, a cough, sneezing, etc... My nose has thankfully withheld leaking that universally reviled thing called snot.
It is in this moment that Jen decides to hug me with more vigor and aggressively kisses me. It can cure any dark mood/ill feeling, true. She is my dear one.
The DJIA is tanking -300 points on average this morning. People are getting sent home early from wm, usually unthinkable in that super profitable store.
I gotta stop watching so much CNN.
I am hurting, yes, but like Arthelius says, "A friend can always heal a troubled mood." Of course, he was talking about Marakka, who stole his cloak and saber. Can't trust those Wookie females... *sigh*
Friday, October 24, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Frigid Girlfriend
I am sexually attracted to a girl named Tiffany. This is hardly exceptional. But she is already taken and we are just friends. Something she said to me, makes me think that my girlfriend doesn't really love me.
One thing, she never answers calls or texting and the ONLY time she calls or texts, it's because she wants something. I take her home from work and all I get is a kiss on the lips, and sometimes not even that. I take her on a date and she pays almost no attention to me.
Me and Jen have been a 'couple' for well over a year. I have never gotten as far as a touch with her. And even then she cringes and slaps me.
I consider Jen my dear one, she is something special and I love that. However, her teenaged mentality and sexual frigidness both make her one of the worst excuses for a girlfriend ever.
It is not so easy to let go. She is always happy to see me. Or is she? I have no idea of what is in the desolate space in her head.
One thing, she never answers calls or texting and the ONLY time she calls or texts, it's because she wants something. I take her home from work and all I get is a kiss on the lips, and sometimes not even that. I take her on a date and she pays almost no attention to me.
Me and Jen have been a 'couple' for well over a year. I have never gotten as far as a touch with her. And even then she cringes and slaps me.
I consider Jen my dear one, she is something special and I love that. However, her teenaged mentality and sexual frigidness both make her one of the worst excuses for a girlfriend ever.
It is not so easy to let go. She is always happy to see me. Or is she? I have no idea of what is in the desolate space in her head.