Warcraft

This is a big kiss my ass to everyone who play World of Wacraft. You people are the biggest bunch of losers in the immediate solar neighborhood.

Let us talk about WOW. It is a pay per play service. It can cost a fair amount of money just for access and upgrades. In comparison, you can pay once and play Spore forever. You don't have to pay any more if you don't wish to.

WOW is a blantant ripoff of fantasy like LOTR and anyone who has played Final Fantasy for years would see elements of it in WOW. My favorite game is Final Fantasy IX, which is far more enjoyable than wrestling with a server and playing against 14-year-old pervs .

I played WOW for an hour once and I made up a hottie female character just to see what attention she would get and none of it was good.

My girlfriend is hopelessly addicted to WOW. She spends more on it than I do buying books and music. She uses her computer for no other purpose and it is ALL she talks about.

I read on the web that Blizzard is shortchanging people. You never saw Squaresoft or Enix, or their hybrid successor doing that.

BUY A PLAYSTATION 2 OR 3 and play Final Fantasy. Play Star Ocean or Chrono Cross, or any other of the superb RPG's on those platforms. FF13 will be HUGE.

I hope WOW is shut down and EA buys it so they can improve it and make it more appealing to everyone and less addiciting.

Might be a pipe dream. The great herd likes it and they cannot be dissuaded from a shiny toy they like.

3 cheers for my computer, which is saddled with crappy dial up but still performs admirably. I write with it, I listen to music on it, I watch movies on it, I play Spore, Sins of a Solar Empire, or any of the others but none of them keep me from web surfing and doing my thing.

If WOW is shut down, my gf just might show more attention to me.

Stress Lessening

Understand this: Our schedules have been retsored to normal. There isn't a reason to stess now other than one.

I take Hytrin, Terazosin for you science nerds, which is supposed to relax urinary discomfort, and does. Perhaps too much since I do not feel the need to go until it is totally full.

I am beginning to notice that I feel as horny as I did when I was a teenager. This has not been true for the last 10 or so years, as my sex need is usually regulated by the m-thing. The Tersozin must be causing the build up of the reproductive system. The average m-thing now feels lesser than exciting , more like a manual reaction.

I need sex, that is more crushing every day. I just can't go to a willing female friend or whore because I have my own Christian beliefs that tie me to my frigid girlfriend. I want to marry her and I do not want to spoil it.

People say this is my own fault but how can it be just by being a good boy?

It is harder to be good. That much is true.

Arthelius knew that the moment he became a ghost.

Upset Continues

I am stressed about the change in a schedule that has remained the same for 3 years. This schedule is tight because I have no ride to work between really 7am to 10am and no ride home between 9pm and 11pm. I work normally 11 to 8, which eats up the day, yes, but I'm used to it.

Management refuses to do anything about this and I may be penalized if I cannot make it to work at 10am. I use another person's car to get to work and they work overnight. I live 37 miles from the cesspit, nice when away, not so nice when there.

I am stressed because my anxiety disorder acts up, triggered by the upset of the person whose car I use, and the fact that I fear that I will lose my job if I am penalized for more attendance issues.

My stomach hurts. I have an incessant sexual need the m-thing isn't quelling, a side effect of the prostate-related med I take. I have suicidal thoughts when really stressed and I often consider self-injury (like breaking a bone) to get out of his anxiety provoking mess.

No one cares or wants to help. My friend Cha.... says she understands and will speak for me, as she can sweet talk them. I do not want that.

I want accountability by my own words, which will get worse as the screwed up schedule nears on the week of May 16th.

If I lose my job, I will kill myself. There is no point in continuing without my health insurance.

Enough do not like me to justify suicide. Only a handful would be hurt by it. Work has already severely limited the time I can spend with Jen. My schedule is one thing but my girlfriend?

Fuck walmart.

Arthelius says: "Greed comes in many forms, but worst when it comes in the form of a merchant who cares not for his employees."

Greed endangers souls and peoples' health. The cesspit, wm 407, is a house of the most avaristic greed.

Unlike Arthelius, I cannot change the way it is. I just have to deal. That gets harder every day.