I like to think of myself as ghostlike. I am not striking, imo. I don't like general attention. Hello, my Anxiety Disorder never went away, people.
I got through tests all right, I suppose. I don't like it when my doctor(s) say that this pain is physically not showing up on scans. WTF hurts then. If this were a mental thing, wouldn't the celexa-clone chill that?
I hate some days. I shouldn't hate, but c'mon, visit wm 407 and see it firsthand. There was a schedule where I had 3 days off. I was actually happy about getting my hours cut. It's not like not having money is a rare thing out here in the rural wasteland.
I like to be unnoticed by most people. I like the attention of certain key people. I like being ghostlike. It is a seperate feeling shared with all those with the curse of Anxiety Disorder.
You cannot understand it if you don't have it.
Arthelius became a ghost to settle a dispute in Talk City years ago. It's been nice ever since. He has been on vacation so no comment from him.
I would envy him but he went with Marraka and that is like going out with your pet bear.
Ghostlike feeling, kinda like now on my day off. Who thinks of me then?
Like a ghost, then.
