I am extremely upset. I have worked the same schedule for all of my tiome in the cesspit. 11 to 8, like a mantra. a certainty I never had to worry about.
Then this toad, this mojao, schedules me a crazy nonsensicle schedule I will have to write down for the first time ever.
Yes, I don't like mexicans. Fuck you if you think that is wrong. I was beaten up by one as a kid, one impregnated my sister and though I love my nephew, I do not like what he is.
I am not racist. I am a student of anthroplogy and evolution. My dislike is a sociological one.
This toad who is only a dept manager after 20+ years at wm, talks like he is the only one who knows what to do and for you to guess. Then when he gets mad (which is often as he has a bad attitude) he yells at you like you are a kid who did something wrong.
IT MUST STOP.
I did not sign on at wm to be talked down to. I have been in trouble and never got talked to like that. I am approaching my 3-year anniversary. I am not a ro0kie.
If management does not do anything, the Home Office must know and if they don't, then the Department of Labor of the US Gov.
Arthelius was known to give in to anger. It is why he fell to the Dark Side. It was a lesson learned only after being a ghost for a while that he learned to chill. I know how to chill already. It isn't possible in the cesspit.
I believe in simple understanding and if that cannot explain the way things are, then why fucking go on with life?
If I had killed myself 2 summers ago like I intended to then, I would not have this problem now.
I wouldn't mind being a ghost but I have reasons to stay.
The anger will fade as I chill. XM-Chill is on, can ya dig it?
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
Morning Storm
It has been a long time since a big storm has hit the rural wasteland. Common here in storms are power failures, things getting blown around, and of course, bone soaking rain that comes down like a bucket being poured.
I was asleep until my radio broadcasted an emergency message from Channel 9 out of Waco.
I don't like storms. I have bad memories of them, huddling scared in the dark as the power went out and the very atmosphere rages outside.
I am not a fraidy cat. Do you remember the Jarrell Tornado? I saw it go by live on tv long before it hit Jarrell. I knew a girl from there who gave a graphic account of the death of a friend, who was wrapped around a tree like an overstretched doll. That girl was a fellow anthropology interested person like me.
It is sad, my gf, Jen, loves thunder and lightning. It gives her an orgasmic thrill. How strange is that? Every year, peope lose their homes and very lives in storms. Can't help from thinking of the dead people floating in the water in New Orleans in the days after Katrina.
During Katrina, the rural wasteland enjoyed beautiful weather as the monster hurricane had sucked all the moisture out of our local air. You always want to be on the west side of a low pressure system, or its most extreme form, a hurricane.
I do not know what this storm has done. Hopefully, it saved its worst for the cesspit. I will find out shortly on my daily joruney there.
Like Arthelius says: "We are at the mercy of elemental forces."
You think?
I was asleep until my radio broadcasted an emergency message from Channel 9 out of Waco.
I don't like storms. I have bad memories of them, huddling scared in the dark as the power went out and the very atmosphere rages outside.
I am not a fraidy cat. Do you remember the Jarrell Tornado? I saw it go by live on tv long before it hit Jarrell. I knew a girl from there who gave a graphic account of the death of a friend, who was wrapped around a tree like an overstretched doll. That girl was a fellow anthropology interested person like me.
It is sad, my gf, Jen, loves thunder and lightning. It gives her an orgasmic thrill. How strange is that? Every year, peope lose their homes and very lives in storms. Can't help from thinking of the dead people floating in the water in New Orleans in the days after Katrina.
During Katrina, the rural wasteland enjoyed beautiful weather as the monster hurricane had sucked all the moisture out of our local air. You always want to be on the west side of a low pressure system, or its most extreme form, a hurricane.
I do not know what this storm has done. Hopefully, it saved its worst for the cesspit. I will find out shortly on my daily joruney there.
Like Arthelius says: "We are at the mercy of elemental forces."
You think?
Friday, April 10, 2009
Sorry
I'm sorry for not updating as I should. It was just that, I am a concious person who doesnh't like to offend people. If there was nothing nice to say, then don't say it.
I just feel like my care for others is wasted. I mean, stupid rude customers and indifferent management make work difficult. I am a walmart associate, not a garbageman, conceierge, or slave.
I received my 3-year evaluation today (though 3 years isn't until 31 May) and I am an 'acceptible' associate. Eh. Like it would make any difference is I exceeded expectations. I don't really care.
I think my girlfriend is gaining some weight. That is ideal as she is too skinny and her face seemed fuller today, so cute. What is she doing that would cause this? Oh, but mind that that could be because of her period. I love her no matter what time of the month it is.
My goal in life is to understand. Through this, I have the knowing of a lot of things, but it is an evergoing journey of learning.
This isn't witty or clever. Arthelius says: 'Better ye say something then nothing.'
He is right sometimes, like that clock in my kitchen that stopped working, still at 11:19.
I just feel like my care for others is wasted. I mean, stupid rude customers and indifferent management make work difficult. I am a walmart associate, not a garbageman, conceierge, or slave.
I received my 3-year evaluation today (though 3 years isn't until 31 May) and I am an 'acceptible' associate. Eh. Like it would make any difference is I exceeded expectations. I don't really care.
I think my girlfriend is gaining some weight. That is ideal as she is too skinny and her face seemed fuller today, so cute. What is she doing that would cause this? Oh, but mind that that could be because of her period. I love her no matter what time of the month it is.
My goal in life is to understand. Through this, I have the knowing of a lot of things, but it is an evergoing journey of learning.
This isn't witty or clever. Arthelius says: 'Better ye say something then nothing.'
He is right sometimes, like that clock in my kitchen that stopped working, still at 11:19.