Maybe I said something on fb I shouldn't have. I was upset, happens often here. I was working on my old pc and not connected and my cousins panicked. They never answered anything before.
Why am I Ar-Ghost? I am a ghost, I go somewhere rarely and I stay in here all the time. I can't enjoy my music and I had a story to write but can't when I am upset.
I stood out in the rain for 2 hours. I just felt.... the 2nd time in my life the LCSO has come out here to check on me. Having a deputy tell me that I need to go to people who did not help me before.
It is my fault, the causality lies with me. I will not make any further errors. I will be right here and wait for my purchases to come.
I want to not feel stress or anxiety for 1 day.
I am not well, I know this. I am sorry to have worried any one.
And yes, to repeat, my MeUndies subscription was canceled in October. I did order some new ones for the first time since August. But only what I asked for to begin with.
I am not going to stop doing the things that help me manage my daily anxiety.
I am sorry to be trouble to anyone.
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