I am having trouble sleeping, woke up way too early. I don't feel well, having the prostate problem again.
I just read that chronic prostatitis (which is what I have) may likely be caused by tension. Well, yeah, this started when I worked at wm. A never ending pain in the center of my pelvic area that subsides to a tolerable pain most of the time and, like now, intensifies into a burning ache that cannot be described in simple terms.
I have to pee often, 3 times in the last 2 hours and it isn't like my bladder was full. Still, had to go, it was what made me get up way too early.
I have noticed some kinds of underwear make it hurt more than normal. I will stick to my MeUndies and C-IN2 briefs because they don't hurt me.
I have come to hate my male parts. I feel a constant need, which is natural, but I have no female friend like that. I don't have a female friend in person at all.
That could be why I feel so bad.
The tension is caused by my anxiety disorder. I cannot avoid it. I wish someone would show me how to relax the tension.
Really, think what? I hurt, no thinking involved.
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