Tormential

I don't know why but bad things keep happening. now my new pc monitor has failed. I am yet again using this laptop I do not like that much. WTF bother? I spent $70 I could not afford to get a new power supply for my pc. It works now but doesn't mean f*ck-all if it doesn't have a monitor.

I can't access my stories, or play Spore, or any of the other things not in the laptop. Its feeble memory would not hold all of them.

I should not curse it, it is how I can go on the web and do other things, like the porn I watch on my computers. I have several DVD's usually starring Asian girls or Chloe Jones, who is disturbing to me because she is dead now.

I watch it only to make the m-thing easier. The point of the m-thing is to get done ASAP. I am usually very tired at night when I do it.

What else is this? I am being whored around different departments of the wm I work in, doing things not in my job description. I spent many months and did some dumb things to learn the GC, why am I usually pulled from it when nobody else is?

My celexa-clone is not working right. I am feeling anxiety again when I shouldn't and its dark side is emerging, the suicidal risk of SSRI's.

Lack of sex is hurting me more than ever. I am growing to believe that waiting for Jen is a terrible mistake. I might be waiting until the next ice age.

I don't know how I do it. There is a mucus party in my chest, throat and nose. It won't go away.

My dry skin is killing me.

Grrrrr! Why couldn't I trade places with Arthelius? At least he gets respect if only because he can kick ass with the Force. I can do nothing of the kind. Why does this happen?

I did not start this blog to complain. However, it evolved into that way and I can only apologize. Stupid, me.