Naughty Me

I drove like 85 mph in fog. Genius? Naw, it's like everything else about that area, too fast and too stupid.

I will admit that I like porn. I love lesbian porn. I like simple sex, not hurting the female or dirty talking. I don't understand anal sex, that I could not do it but others apparently can.

A female who can project fluid from her nether area, now that will excite my thing, even when it hurts.

I usually don't like Playboy. I like Club mainly, but the Playboy TV Channel rules. It is not like Ten or Spice, or eww, Hustler TV. It doesn't show male climax or the sometimes brutalty of hardcore porn.

Sex can be 2 things. Simple biology, an impression I get when I am with a female, or genuine trust and love. It is always trust. The female has a heavier investment being that it is a usually thick slab of hydraulic flesh and cartilage being put in her body.

No matter what you think of your penis, it is NOT SPECIAL. You were spared the vaguest chance of even having one, if your Y-Chromosome did not kick in in the first weeks of gestation.

I will admit that I do the m-thing. It helps clear an angry prostate. I do not like seminal fuid. It is sticky and smells funny. I have made more than my share of it in the time my body started making it, long ago, about 1990.

I don't get any on me, and Germ-X my hands after.

Why do I share this aspect of my broken sexuality? It is one part of human life. We are bound by nature to share in the progression of our species. Why else do you think a pleasurable orgasm evolved? To make us have children.

I feel like my chance to have children is diminishing. I do not know if I can perform in a sexual act now. When it hurts, it is always inhibitive.

I do so dearly wish one female trusted me to try and see if it still works. It is not an easy thing to ask. The longer I go without it, maybe I wasn't cut out to male after all. Why did it take 33 years to realize that?

Arthelius. who never had trouble in that department, witholds comment.