I signed up for a Low T (testosterone) study.
Some years ago, I went to Austin for a prediabetes exam. I did not have it but they discovered a rather low T level.
I know some things about me have become apparent. No, it's not my ever-worse anxiety disorder or hypertension. It's my ability to do some things.
It's not nice to talk about some things but they are male things. I am not different from other males. It is just I am mentally sick and that is the difference.
I go on thursday to see if I can be part of this study. If so, may have an improvement. If not, well. I'm usually superfluous as a human being. This may be no different.
I will share my experience with this.
Maybe by then my mom will be out of the hospital. But the fear is ever-more there.
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