Yes, I am afraid that I am allergic to the Tide I got. I have developed a rash on my abdomen, back and arm and itch all over. I am wearing clothes not washed in Tide but eventually, that will run out. I will get more All Free-Clear because it is hypo-allergenic.
Stupid soap allergy. It is not exactly easy to go anywhere with a vehicle that isn't yours. Who knows when I can get more All and rewash my clothes?
It's not yet real cold but it will be later. I felt pretty much okay taking a shower, not that bone-shaking cold like usual.
I mean, having to wear the MeUndies brief with that hole in it? It is in an inconspicuous place but still....
It can only get worse the more it is washed. I don't think that HE commercial washer is so hard on the clothes like a normal washing machine is. I like watching through the door window. Power spin, sounds like a jet engine powering up. I like that.
Usually personal ramblings of an anxiety-ridden guy. Witicisms from Arthelius the Ghost, sometimes.
Showing posts with label laundry problem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label laundry problem. Show all posts
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Feeling
I could go out and hang myself right now. I am feeling that way. But I have things I want to do. It is only a few days when I can go to the store and get my hair cut and finally do my laundry.
I hate being male.
I hate other peoples' apathy
I hate physical pain in my pelvic area
I hate breathing
I hate peeing
I hate anxiety I cannot control.
What does this mean? Has it come to the breaking point? Not really. I lack the materials needed to hang myself. I can remedy this in a few days.
I have no children, no love, no family of my own. I turn 40 a year from my b-day this year.
I may not look it but I am older. I feel it. Of course, that can be inactivity. Do you think I am going out into the sunlight to 'exercise'? You must be joking.
Near the beginning of the month, I received the new issue of 'Archaeology'. I said I will read it when I do my laundry. It has rested on that table for almost a whole month, the time in which I have not been able to do my laundry.
If I killed myself, laundry wouldn't matter. Nothing would, hardly a change from what life is like for me now.
I wouldn't leave without saying goodbye.
I hate being male.
I hate other peoples' apathy
I hate physical pain in my pelvic area
I hate breathing
I hate peeing
I hate anxiety I cannot control.
What does this mean? Has it come to the breaking point? Not really. I lack the materials needed to hang myself. I can remedy this in a few days.
I have no children, no love, no family of my own. I turn 40 a year from my b-day this year.
I may not look it but I am older. I feel it. Of course, that can be inactivity. Do you think I am going out into the sunlight to 'exercise'? You must be joking.
Near the beginning of the month, I received the new issue of 'Archaeology'. I said I will read it when I do my laundry. It has rested on that table for almost a whole month, the time in which I have not been able to do my laundry.
If I killed myself, laundry wouldn't matter. Nothing would, hardly a change from what life is like for me now.
I wouldn't leave without saying goodbye.
Labels:
anxiety,
distress,
laundry problem,
personal,
suicide
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Ouch
I shave every Tuesday or so, Hate Sunday next time because I have to go to the store that night.
I was too warm, this summer refuses to let go. Should have been cold by now but nope, I need to wash my warm clothes. Haven't worn them since April.
As yet again, I cannot get a ride to the Laundromat and laundry has become huge so I doubt if I have enough money to do it. I use 2 machines, one for towels and pants and one for everything else.
I use 2 dryers the same way. I may have to use three if it is too huge. I will get a laundry bag for my warm clothes.
My male pain is very bad but to get tmi for a moment, I have an ant bite on my anal area. The left side of the orifice is swollen a little bit. I didn't notice this until I took a shave check picture. Can't post it here without making my blog an 'adult' one and you know, my cousin reads this. I don't want to be too exposed.
Instead, you can see my face Shave Check image. I was distracted by a game show on tv and cut... fool.
I was too warm, this summer refuses to let go. Should have been cold by now but nope, I need to wash my warm clothes. Haven't worn them since April.
As yet again, I cannot get a ride to the Laundromat and laundry has become huge so I doubt if I have enough money to do it. I use 2 machines, one for towels and pants and one for everything else.
I use 2 dryers the same way. I may have to use three if it is too huge. I will get a laundry bag for my warm clothes.
My male pain is very bad but to get tmi for a moment, I have an ant bite on my anal area. The left side of the orifice is swollen a little bit. I didn't notice this until I took a shave check picture. Can't post it here without making my blog an 'adult' one and you know, my cousin reads this. I don't want to be too exposed.
Instead, you can see my face Shave Check image. I was distracted by a game show on tv and cut... fool.
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