Suicide Note

 I've decided to end my life soon. I will not say when or how. 

This serves as my suicide note. I want people to understand I only wanted a better life. Not this constant pain.

I gave money to build up Bitcoin and it is a lot. But Kaitlyn, who is helping me, she can't do it for some reason. She should not have contacted me at all, I would not be in this situation.

So I am being thrown out of my home of 10 years. Just as well, I never liked it here. 

I have given my reasons and I know people will miss me, or be angry, I don't give a fuck. You didn't help me so there's that. 

I had intended to do this in 2010 but something stopped me, nothing is now. 

I say goodbye to my friends. I am sorry, Angela. 

I will quote from the song that means most to me, I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.

That is a fact. I am signing off as Ar-Ghost, this is my last post.