I have moved back to my hometown. There is much still to be done. I no longer have to deal with the bugs biting me or the 90ish degree temperatures in there.
However, I lived out there for 15 years. Wrote much about it in this blog in the past. It is hard emotionally and terribly. My stress has been terrible.
This has made my male pain a lot worse. Stress is what aggravates it. I am prone to urinary accidents after I pee. My body relaxes from the pee reflex and some urine ?did not come out whe I was going. This drip can be a few drops or more commonly, enough to wet myself.
I cannot stand for my genital skin to be in a soiled fabric no more than a baby can. To react, I change my underwear and go wash my parts with Dial.
Will this get worse as I get older? Will I wet myself and be in a place where I can't change?
In the old place, I could go without underwear or pants but now I live in an apartment building and that is unacceptable.
I am not particularly affected by my own nudity. It is nothing to get upset over.
I have these prostate-parts-urinary problems that keep getting worse. I am afraid I must go to the doctor again and have more embarrassing exams.
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