Maybe I said something on fb I shouldn't have. I was upset, happens often here. I was working on my old pc and not connected and my cousins panicked. They never answered anything before.
Why am I Ar-Ghost? I am a ghost, I go somewhere rarely and I stay in here all the time. I can't enjoy my music and I had a story to write but can't when I am upset.
I stood out in the rain for 2 hours. I just felt.... the 2nd time in my life the LCSO has come out here to check on me. Having a deputy tell me that I need to go to people who did not help me before.
It is my fault, the causality lies with me. I will not make any further errors. I will be right here and wait for my purchases to come.
I want to not feel stress or anxiety for 1 day.
I am not well, I know this. I am sorry to have worried any one.
And yes, to repeat, my MeUndies subscription was canceled in October. I did order some new ones for the first time since August. But only what I asked for to begin with.
I am not going to stop doing the things that help me manage my daily anxiety.
I am sorry to be trouble to anyone.
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Friday, December 5, 2014
Monday, August 4, 2014
Trouble
Every month, I pay Directv an inordinate amount of money. It is my responsibility here. Okay, that's how it is, has been for a long time now. I deal with it.
But last time...
Understand, my old debit card was destroyed. I had to get a new one, a completely different number and everything. So I inputted the new card and deleted the old. At first, the stupid over-complicated website said it did not take. I re-entered it and then checked my balance sheet, oops. It DID take.
I paid the same bill twice.
I am on a fixed income. I cannot deal with an inordinate amount of money being missing from my balance. What is the deal? Can't they just refund the overpayment?
This is stressing me to the max.
I don't know but will killing myself solve this problem? Don't need the money then.
No, this should smooth out and be taken care of. You know banks move at a glacial pace.
Ants on my bed! What the fuck? I think I got them all. I don't have many bites from them, despite being sweaty which draws insects because of salt and other things in sweat.
Should I post pictures of my ant bites? How about the two on my scrotum? I am sick of this! It grinds on my anxiety as bad as this budget mistake.
I don't know what will happen. If this settles favorably, I will have a nice chicken dinner, which is always a good thing.
If not, I told you about the dark place. If you like or love me, please pray for me.
But last time...
Understand, my old debit card was destroyed. I had to get a new one, a completely different number and everything. So I inputted the new card and deleted the old. At first, the stupid over-complicated website said it did not take. I re-entered it and then checked my balance sheet, oops. It DID take.
I paid the same bill twice.
I am on a fixed income. I cannot deal with an inordinate amount of money being missing from my balance. What is the deal? Can't they just refund the overpayment?
This is stressing me to the max.
I don't know but will killing myself solve this problem? Don't need the money then.
No, this should smooth out and be taken care of. You know banks move at a glacial pace.
Ants on my bed! What the fuck? I think I got them all. I don't have many bites from them, despite being sweaty which draws insects because of salt and other things in sweat.
Should I post pictures of my ant bites? How about the two on my scrotum? I am sick of this! It grinds on my anxiety as bad as this budget mistake.
I don't know what will happen. If this settles favorably, I will have a nice chicken dinner, which is always a good thing.
If not, I told you about the dark place. If you like or love me, please pray for me.