Canceled

The survey exam was canceled. Another instance of being unneeded. 

Why does this keep happening? Things don't happen for whatever reason. I shouldn't have bothered to begin with.

I am getting worse the longer my mom is in the hospital. I know nothing. My sister handles all that and she is not exactly helpful. 

I don't know which makes it much worse. 

I will be here. It's not like I am needed anywhere.