Hate

I don't hate anyone. I don't have contact with many people on a daily level, being agoraphobic.

I have enmity, for Jen, but that was because she hurt me. I don't hate her.

I have a strong dislike to some others.

But who reads my blog? From foreign countries? Would it kill you to leave a comment? You can do so anonymously.

I am growing to strongly dislike this whole thing. Life. None of it matters. I fight a daily battle not to go outside, strip to my underwear and hang myself from a tree.

Goodness knows I have thought of it often.