I have had recurring food insecurity for several months now. Why does this keep happening?
Literally, half my benefit goes to rent. My SS benefit is 1026, rent is 500. Like not enough to do anything.
Then last year I inherited my mom's car which wasn't paid for yet and they asked me if I wanted to keep it. I said no, I can't afford it. And so I have not a car since. I have to walk with a torn labrum in my right hip.
Then maybe it doesn't matter but I am 49 soon. I should live better than this but I can't as long as this keeps happening.
What is the alternative, ending my life? I still have stories to write and I do have a GF such as she is.
I guess I will starve. My sister cant help me until next Thursday, so that means three or four days with nothing to eat because I couldnt afford it. And I do not eat expensive things.
I pray for colon cancer to end this. I always thought when my mom was gone, Id be too. Im still here. Why?
