It's time for the truth to come out.
Understand, I met a girl on FB called Kaitlyn. She is divorced, lives in CO and is involved in various schemes to get money.
She says she loves me, wants to have sex with me. But something feels wrong about this. We had a goal to match the withdrawal fee for 1.7 bitcoin. All had to be done to get it, so I gave all I had to make it happen and it has not in the short term.
I will give it time, those things don't work in a timely fashion.
So I have nothing again. She promises to help but will it come too late?
I consider how I will end my life, with my medications, with a knife or hanging. Or a combination of all three.
I'm tired of walking everywhere, tired of the conditions here. Tired of being alone since my sister abandoned me.
What is the point of my life? I turn 50 this year. I have no children. I have no family of my own. I have nothing. Not even food.
That alone is most troubling.
I won't leave without saying goodbye.
It remains to be seen if this will be the case.
